someone told me to hear this song, thank you ya, i love this!

i love you Ladiesss!!!!

Sometimes i want to shout to the whole world how lucky i am to have you all as my friends but sometimes i want to hush...afraid that somebody might take all of you away from me.

 

 

SUSHSASIVI, thank you for always being there exactly when i needed all of you and thank you for understanding me when i felt like no one did :)

Thank you Yohannes Tri Kristianto

Hari Jumat kmaren annes minta gue nemenin dia main bola. sebelumnya emang dia kerumah gue dulu sih. uda sekitar 4hari gak ketemu karna uas hahaha. Pas uda dimobil dia nyuruh gue ngambilin baju karna katanya dia gerah. oke seperti ini kira2 perbicangannya hehe

Annes : yang, bisa tolong ambilin baju aku gak dibelakang?

Thata  : baju apaan?

Annes : yah baju aku, aku mau ganti gerah bgt, banyak baju dibelakang ambil aja.

Thata  : oh, okee

dan akhirnya dia ganti baju tuh. pas uda nyampe disenayan, karna ayu uda bawel minta gue cepetan, alhasil gue turun duluan. si Annes lama banget keluar mobil. sepertinya ganti baju lagi, oh oke mungkin dia mau ganti baju bola. pas turun mobil gue speechless ternyata dia memakai baju iniiiiiiiiiii

aaaa sumpah gue kaget sekaligus seneng. muka gue jadi memerah senyam senyum gitu HAHAHAHA. ternyata hari itu dia main bola make baju yg bertuliskan seperti foto diatas. so sweeeett hehe..

I may not be saying this everyday. but i want to Thank You for all that you do! I Love You!

Happy Birthday to my beautiful sister, Tary!

Dearest Tary,

Wishing you the most wonderful, incredible, joyful, happiness, awesome and blessed Birthday Ever!

Thank you for being the most amazing sister anyone could ever dream of, for always being there for me, for always loving me, for never judging me, for forgiving me, for inspiring me, for encouraging me, for motivating me, and simply just for loving me.....

 

May God guide, protect and bless you today and always dear tary - you are so loved!

Dear Mom

a few month ago has passed since we lost you to cervical cancer. Sometimes it feels like just yesterday when you were here with us. Part of me is still waiting for you to come back, like you’ve been on a long business trip or vacation. I’m waiting for that phone call saying “I’m home, I’ve missed you guys, let’s get together soon”. But my heart knows that this is not to be. I miss you. I miss your physical presence. I miss talking with you. I miss hearing the sound of your voice. I miss sharing my life with you.

I’m not the only one who misses you. I know Tary and Kevin also misses spending time with you mom. kevin communicates with you by sending balloons into the sky and up to Heaven hehehe. I know Dad feels your loss mostly deeply out of all of us, and I wish there was some way I could bring you back for him. Your friends miss you too. A few of them recently told me what a wonderful person you were and that they miss you.

Your death, and death in general, is something I haven’t quite come to terms with yet. Your loss turned my world upside down, producing thoughts and feelings I never expected. You were always so healthy. I never expected cervical cancer to steal you from us.

I think about you every day. I look at your picture. I talk to you. I often wonder just where you are. I know that you’re in Heaven and at peace. But exactly where are you? Are you close? Are you far away? Do you visit us? Can you see us? Do you hear me when I talk to you? So many questions that will never have an answer while I am here on this earth. When I pray to God at night, I often ask Him to give you my love.

The thing that bothers me most about death is that you’re truly gone and that this is forever. You’re in a place where I can’t reach you. I have no idea where you are. I can’t have a conversation with you, or even know that you hear me. My feelings have not dulled with time. My love for you is strong; something that is here with me but can’t be shared with you anymore. You are still very much alive in my heart, even though you’re not physically with me.

You knew me in life as your daughter. I hope you knew how much I loved you then and still love you now. I never told you what a great impact you had on my life, but I didn’t fully come to this realization until after you were gone. I hope somehow you know how you’ve helped me to grow into the good girl I am, and now are helping me to become the person I want to be.

Your time as my mother, as my kid’s grandmother, as a wife, as a daughter, and as a friend will never be forgotten. And although I am not ready to leave this earth, I am looking forward to being reunited with you again one day.

Love always,

Aprista

bo-sen-sen-sen ba-nget-nget-nget

first date of january, yeah i hope this year better than last year, hahaha basi sekaliii yaaaa. semua orang juga doanya gitu. mau cerita2 soal my first new year with pacaaaarrr. gak boong loh, selama ini gue gak pernah punya pacar pas tahun baru jadi rasanya agak beda aja pas bisa rayain bareng pacar (ceritanya gue norak). eh pas lagi otw dan liat kembang api djalanan, jelek bgt ya mending gue lg dinner dimana kek gitu trus liat kembang api eh malah jam12 teng masih dijalan. abis itu BBQan deh di rumahnya HAHAHA.
oiya SUSHASIVI...... How's you're party lastnight girls? sorry tahun ini aku absen yaa :)
sekarang 17.50 dan gue beteeeee, boriiiiiiiiiiiiinnnggg, my dad& kev asik dengan kegiatan mereka berdua pergi berenang, ka tary liburan ke makassar, pacar?? nganterin papanya jogging disenayan, hmm.. i'm home with grandmom. i need martabak so much, ngidam bangeeeeetttt -__-. gak jelas ya dari tadi gue ngomong apaan, abisan gue bosen main fb. oiya sedikit info buat kelas B : kuda sekarang berbehel lohhh, lets see on monday Hihihi